blah blah blah, work's a bitch and i'm being lazy on cosplay and art. on to the real reason i actually posted this thing. ryuuenx and alex-sukehiro actually had something on they're journals i wanted to steal >b i feel sorry to all who actually read this damn thing.

Typical rules--put your music thing on shuffle. Answer the questions accordingly. This does not tell you about yourself. This just makes fun of your embarrassing musical tastes and can be a good time-waster!

1. When you think of the dentist, this comes to mind.
Broken Wings by Tomoko Tane ( i already thing of things being broken...why not be wings )

2. I shouldn't have eaten that burrito before bed . . .
Requiem from the Akira soundtrack ( that movie still give me nightmares...and i have that movie >.> )

3. Mudkips =
Song of the Hearts by Prince ( ....wha?? )

4. Now I am reminded that I must do laundry. I think laundry is . . .
Numa Numa by O-Zone ( THE NUMA NUMA SONG IS GOOOLD!! )

5. Best song ever to play air guitar to:
Fly by Jars of Clay ( mmmm....no not really >b )

6. School/work =
New York Minute by Eagles ( :LMAO: actually when i first started working at wallyworld that song would play ALL the fucking time!! i'd be going back to get my stuff and look up at the speakers thinking "wtf mate??" )

7. Your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife/significant other's song for you is:
Bring It On by Steven Curtis Chapman ( love me...if you DARE )

8. Your song for the above is:
Figure.09 by Linkin Park ( never goes away...never goes away AND NOOOW YOU'VE BECOME A PART OF MEEE...*coughs awkwardly and slowly walks away* )

9. . . . . Although you really wish it was THIS song:
Need to Be Strong by Toshiro Masuda ( i honestly just about never listen to this song.... )

10. This song plays in your head whenever you brush your teeth or blow-dry your hair.
A Day Without Rain by Enya ( yeaaa, cuz we all thing of soothing music when BLOOOWDRYING OUR HAAAIIIRR! )

11. If you could make an AMV to any anime out there, you'd choose THIS song!
Stand by Shawn Stockman ( . . . that would be just...wrong )

12. And then you'd smite whoever used it first with THIS one:
The Science Fair by Danny Elfman ( wow, meet the robinsons...just wow )

13. Bus, Gas, Explosion.
The Eleventh Hour by Jars of Clay ( i actually wanted to use this somewhere in my gift comic....i think i might use this XDDD )

14. This is one song you hope never gets covered on American Idol.
The Man In Love With You by Rascal Flatts ( i've already heard enough of "aaand God blessed the broken roooad! that led me straight to yooooooooooou!" uuugg *rolls eyes* )

15. Your 'good luck' song to someone moving on in their life/job/school, etc, is . . .
Waking the Monster by Darren Hayes ( ...WTF MATE? )

16. And your 'FXXK YOU!' song to someone you don't care about right now is . . .
Vagracy from Samurai Champloo soundtrack ( ....my mp3 player hates me )

17. You'd never really admit to liking this song:
The Moment by Yiruma ( what?! i love ALL OF HIS SONGS!! )

18. "I made coffee, once."
Just Hold Me by Maria Mena ( i actually like this song...though i don't really listen to it very often )

19. Instead of being at school/work/working on the MCR project, I would rather be doing THIS:
Boogie Wonderland by Brittany Murphy ( WHY IS THIS SOUNDTRACK GETTING INTO EVERYTHING!! )

20. You now think that the person who made this music 'meme' is . . .
I've Just Seen a Face by Jim Sturgess ( and it's...THE PROFESSOR!! D8 oh teh NOIES )


The 100 Question Quiz


1) Full Name: Ruka Kekanna

2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone?: my Oma and that woman from the Bible ( >b )

4) Does your name mean anything?: female lamb warrior with a collar....

5) Nick Name(s): Ruka, Roo-chan, Rach ( get that allot at work ) Ruka-chan

6) Who do you think you look like: a hippo, oh wait you said who not what haha

7) Date Of Birth: September 26, 1986

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: born in Germany, now in NC ( boo )

9) Nationality: German, Jewish, Irish...um....i know there's something else but i forgot

10) Astrology Sign: Libra

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Tiger

12) Religion: Christian

13) What’s your favorite smell?: burning wood, cotton candy body spray, books, a certain kind of plastic ( it remind me of these balloon i used to blow up for my mom in Germany to give away at the end of childrens church )

14) Political Position?: i vote so i can bitch about who won >b

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: sweet tea

16) Hair + Eye color: dyed blond with brown roots ( slowly gets darker near the tips ) + Hazel eyes that keep changing color all the time

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: ummm my brothers best friend from high school is a football player...and i knew a few voice actors

18) What do you look like?: human...i think

19) Any unusual talents?: i'm really good at making that weird noise that lady from the grudge does. i used to do it ALL the time when i was a kid, it used to sooth me in a way....weird huh

20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: righty, wanna be ambidextrous...but my left hand just sucks

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: what the hell is other???

22) What do you do for a living?: wallyworld / wanna be manga artist....i'm too lazy to actually draw out my damn comics... >.>

23) What do you do for fun?: sleep haha

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: pencils/makers on any kind of paper i can get my hands on

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: craft stuff

26) Have you met your grandparents?: yes, the only one i haven't meet in my grandfather on my mothers side. he died before i was born.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: nope, neither

28) Crush: this guy in my dreams i keep seeing over and over and over again... ( does that coun?... )

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: ummmmeerrruuhh what was the question again?

30) Current worries?: finishing my cosplays on time

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): ryuuenx

32) Favorite place to be?: with friends or totally alone

33) Least favorite place to be?: WORK ( well put Teenie )

34) Do you burn or tan?: tan, though usually burn ( boo )

35) Ever break a bone?: cracked my shoulder joint when i was younger

36) What is your favorite cereal?: lucky charms ( never get to eat it though )

37) Person you cry with: me myself and i

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: 2 + 1 sister-in-law

39) Any brothers: 1 + 2 brother-in-laws

40) Any pets: that are mine? 2 cats.

41) An Illness: ....wha?

42) A Pager: carlos mancia broke mine

43) A Personal phone line: my cell phone

44) A Cell phone: *points up*

45) A visible birthmark: on my shoulder/neck/ i'm not sure, not like i look at it everyday >.>

46) A Pool or hot tub: pool squee to ever having a personal pool ( though...the sims totally do it all the time in the hot tub.... >b )

47) A Car: boo

Describe Your...

48) Personality: um....Junoish i could say

49) Driving: hate driving, avoiding it for as long as i can

50) Your clothing style: fashion reject + fashion forward

51) Room: way too small for all my shit

52) What’s missing: a mini fridge

53) School: boo ( though i am thinking about going to art school )

54) Bed: queen sized, in need of a new mattress

55) Relationship with your parent(s): normal, though i'm pretty sure they want to kill or actually move out of the house. they got a shotgun from my grandfather when he died so i'm leaning towards wanting to kill me ( i kiid i kiiid Xb )

56) Do you believe in yourself: what the hell does that really mean anyway?

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes. i believe someone can see someone and actually genually believe they are going to marry that person. that's how my mom was with my dad

58) Consider yourself a good listener: when i wanna be

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: have movies made off of my stories ( that would freaking awesome, and if they where actually done right OOOOH YEA )

60) Get Along with your parents: didn't you just ask this question?

61) Save your e-mail conversations: sometimes

62) Pray: does randomly talking count?

63) Believe in reincarnation: nice story idea, but not in real life no

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: pffft...

65) Like to talk on the phone: depending on who i'm talking to

66) Like to eat?: i like food, but i don't like to eat allot

67) Like to exercise?: boo

68) Like to watch sports?: noooo

69) Sing in the car?: yep

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: uuhhh i don't think i have a dream over and over again, but i do have a guy in my dreams who keeps showing up

71) Dream in color: more than in black&white

72) Do you have nightmares?: kinda, in a way....

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: on the bed, but not in my arms

74) Right next to you: my mom's computer stuff

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: the new tanish brown ones we have

76) On your mouse pad: a sunset on the mountians and water with dolphins on it...it's moms

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: spearmint

78) Your brand of deodorant?: dove

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: iiii Japan? i dunno

80) Your dream husband/wife: i've had dreams of being married to 2 different guys ( i'm a dream whore XD )
first guy looked FREAKISHLY close to Quatre from Gundam Wing, but he was more emo. he had 3 kids and his wife died giving birth to they're 3rd child ( very very weird to those who actually know Quatres past ) i was the maid/babysitter, he worked from home...and still somehow i was the babysitter ( made no scene ) and they kids ended up loving me so much i actually agreed to marrying him so they would have a mother figure. the girl ( the middle child ) was pretty smart, and remembered enough of her own mother to ask why we never kissed or hugged or nothing like that....the oldest boy just kinda pulled her away before she could ask too many questions. the last part i remember from the dream is baking cookies...while my husband and the kids ate breakfast ( cookies and eggs? ) and once again the girl kept asking questions. the oldest once again dragged her out. i was paying attention to her while cloneQuatre came walking behind me to put his dishes away. he pulled me around and kissed me, right then the maid walks in, then sneaks back out *rolls eyes* i've never seen my cloneQuatre husband ever agian in my dreams
second husband barely remember anything about, i just know he has black hair and he's white....i know in some dreams i'm married to him because i have a ring on, and in others we're just meeting, or just going on a random date. or it's just like any normal TOTALLY random dream and he'll be in the backround or something ( really werid ) i see him more often but remember less about him. it's really werid.

81) Hiding in your closet?: r kelly

82) Under your bed: a black whole

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: Alex, Sakura, Luna

84) Your bad time of the day: mornings ( hiss )

85) Your worst fear(s): uhhhhhhhhhhhh

86) What's the weather like: hot boo

87) Your favorite time of year?: fall & spring, not to hot and not to cold...plus usually lots of rain in both

88) Your favorite holiday?: Christmas i guess

89) A material weakness?: shinny things

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: there's a list somewhere i swear

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: redo to do list

92) The hardest thing about growing up: being forced to pay for the mistakes of those who came before you

93) A pet peeve?: normal people

94) Your scariest moment: i've had a few

95) Your attitude about love?: hard to find and usually shortlived or misunderstood

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: ummm i guess writing all over they're arm and chest.....got what a nice chest he had

97) The worst feeling in the world: told you can't be somewhere or do something just because that person doesn't like you or has beaf with someone you know. also waking up and not being able to move because your back's so fucked up....and having someone tell you they don't love you and do want you anymore.

98) The best feeling in the world: getting a complement on my artwork or cosplays

99) Who sent this to you?: no one, i actually did this on my own D8

100) 6 people you tag: ....my 6 different versions of Ruka! bwahahaha


as ryuuenx says "Even if it kills me. Because I want to do this for a living. Fuck you, tendonitis!"

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-Ruka

Song of the Moment
Wish I Were With You
I Couldn't Stay
Every Direction
Leads Me Away
Pray For Tomorrow
But For Today

All I Want Is To Be Home

Stand In The Mirror
You Look The Same
Just Lookin' For Shelter
From Cold And The Pain
Someone To Cover
Safe From The Rain

All I Want Is To Be Home

Echoes And Silence
Patience And Grace
All Of These Moments
I'll Never Replace
No Fear Of My Heart
Absence Of Faith

All I Want Is To Be Home
Ooh

All I Want Is To Be Home

People I've Loved
I Have No Regrets
Some I Remember
Some I Forget
Some Of Them Living
Some Of Them Dead

All I Want Is To Be Home

"Home" By: Foo Fighters

"Home" song on YouTube

Im a daydreamer…
The daydreamers are silly persons; We create our own illusions, we imagine perfect worlds, we run after our own dreams; we struggle for our ideals. We always do all the efforts, we always spend all our energy to reach our ideals, to follows our illusions;
But the reality doesn't follow our rules; The reality is always worst than our dreams; Its grey, trivial and banal; Our fragile dreams are ephemeral and every times they die out, our heart feels a terrible pain... We are like the moths that try to reach the light; we only get hurts.
We are hopeless
By Galhad
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